Sunday, November 30, 2008
Why do I feel things aren't as smooth as it seems to be..?
Why do I see things that contridict what you seem to feel bout me..?
Why do I not care bout the above two sentences..?
Why..Why..Why...
Tell me the truth,
though it may hurt...
Went to church as usual today, my mum's teaching in sunday school (Primary3) everyweek, so this week, I went to help her out abit..There was this regular kid, who was an ASS. A regular ass..really. This meant my mum had to put up with his shit all these weeks... SOME people may call it ' Servant Leadership '. He was a nuisense and kept bullying this poor little kid. First, he knocked the dude's face with a hard plactic waterbottle. My mum just said" Don't do that arh... It's not nice." I was thinking " Dude, you bully that kid 1 more time and I am gonna bully you, see if you like it.." haahaa.. kidding..Anyway, the nuisense proceeded to his normal routine, then, he reached my limit. He took the dude's hand, and CLOBBERED it repeatedly. THAT WAS IT!! NOBODY beats up ANYONE in church. It's the house of GOD.. So.... i... shouted and scolded him.. DAMN loudly. No vulgarities though... DUH!!! I used a firm, stern "business presentation" voice to scold him... and he just said NO! NO! NO! argued with me... Yet, after 5mins, he became tame.. sparstic kid...Later on the way home, my mum nagged, childed me for childing that kid... WTH..She intends to let the poor child get clobbered by that bully and do nothing bout it but pray... NOT GONNA WORK...!!! haiz... wadever lar, can't be bothered...Whole matenal side of the family comming over for buffet dinner at my house later tonight!! Looking forward to the food more than the gathering.. lol.. haahaa.. =D
Thursday, November 27, 2008
At least dinner was great... after another stressful day, had deep fried prawns, deep fried fish, laksa kangkong, long beans, for dinner!!!!!I was happily eating/consuming/devouring my meal when i read SOMEONE's blog, complaining bout the common tests.. It dawned on me how unprepared I still am.. How? die lor...Hate everything that's happening around me now.. except for 1 thing... i think..
Damn pissed with life today... I have so much to handle now, and I have no choice but to settle everything still.. So people just won't lay a finger to do anything... screw my stressful life.. Im gonna explode if this keeps up..
Bicentennial Man
It's a DAMN meaningful show!! Go watch it! Anyone who wants the show can tell me, I'll gladly thumbdrive it to you. =D
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Finally, Im left with OBSE presentation... POA test on adjusting was fine, yet somehow, not as easy as i thought it to be.. Kinda enjoyed today.. after POA tutorial, went to ourspace to do OBSE and BCOMM minuites assigment.
I DIN'T FALL DOWN TODAY!!!! =D
SCREWED UP DAY....
2nd time I fell down this month, all around the same area...
Really don't feel well today, sick like hell, yet I still have to tarhan.
POA test tomorow-tuesday.. hope I do well...
My ankle's bleeding, and there are some cuts on my palms..
SHOWERING IS SO PAINFUL!!!!!!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Been busy with projects.. Finally, ITB is over, some of it at least. Im proud of my groupmates- Jiayan, Yiting, Joshua, Dave. Really nice pepole. People who put in effort to do what their good at doing. Really appreciate them spending time to meet up from 4pm to 9pm 3days in a row the past week. Really appreciate them for putting in effort so as to not pull the group down. After spending time with them on our projects, I really feel that it's worthwhile skipping my ENVOYS duty for red camp. If I went to help out for Red Camp, I would get CCA points, and I could have mixed around more with the Envoys people ( whom im still not very close with ). However, I really like it this way, Im comfotable with the many true friends I already have and I thank God for them. No use having a million friends if I can have a small group of true friends. Poly people can be damn fake sometimes... I've seen enough..
To my dearest 4GB : Thanks for making me feel that my time spent on projects has not been wasted!!! =D
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Things just got a little more complicated.. Why are we in the same school..? The world's so small.. How do I hide things like this..? If you find out anything, your better keep it to yourself, cause im sure you've been through it too...
Damn.
After a talk with Shan, aka Shanya aramaujnfdnnodzxocnou, I learnt something..Sometimes, it doesn't pay to be nice. When Im too nice to people, Im vulnerable. Although it may be tedious, it is really good to just raise your guard against people...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I.T.B = Infectious Testicle Bacteria. =D
Hate ITB project. Spent the whole night (4pm to 9pm) at ourspace doing ITB proposal project. I TELLS YOU, it was damn sian! However, today was one of my most enjoyable project meeting. We took-away food from canteen1 and ate while doing. And we laughed ALOT.. had lots of fun.. It's been a damn tiring week for me.. I have 3 projects on hand- ITB, OBSE, CATS. Damn. =(
ITB IS KILLING ME!!!!!
No time to blog, no time to eat, no time to sleep, no time to drink water, no time to sms, no time to msn, no time to chat, no time to say that I have no time.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
HaaHaa.. cute right?
Thursday, November 6, 2008
SAM IS EXHAUSTED.
Been a long time since I felt laggy. Like I can't keep up with the things taking place in my life. Im proberbly taking things too slowly. Sorry to the friends out there who needed me these few days, yet I couldn't be there for all of you.. I'll try my best, but I need a break.. from all the worldly affairs..
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Just realised I know quite a few languages and dialects. I love hokkien the most. It sounds so intimidating.. =)Let me show you people abit of what I know....Konichiwa, watashi wa sammy wa nan deska. Xiumiwa nan deska? Wuchi wa dor gor deska? Ai shiteru.. Sayonara! (Japanese) =DPom ruk koon --- I love you (Thai)Hello! ---- Greeting (English)Hello mate! ----Greeting ( Australian)Harlow worhs --- Greeting (Twit Ah Lian)你妈妈的母亲 --- your mother's mother (Chinese)#$*!@#&$^! ------ (Hokkien) can mean anything =D
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
God will make a way..
I had a whole day of POA. Lecture, then tutorial. Im starting to like POA tutorial, because im actually understanding more bout POA than i thought I had understooded. wait, sentence structre abit wierd. heeyer..Thursday is a scary day. I have an oral presentation. By right, this should be no kick, but i just realised that with my current mood, it's gonna kick real hard... Better go prepare something.. Dun wanna inpromto... although im better at that..
I shall wear bermudas for the rest of my life, burn my black skinnys! =D
SOMEBODY PLEASE SHOOT ME.
Im starting to love Mondays... 3Hours of lecture...Initially, i wanted to blog, but now... i dunno wad to blog... I should change my blog url to - ireallydunnowadtoblog.blogspot.com haahaa.. Im wasting time doing useless things.. i just realised.. doing stuff I shouldn't be doing... Living life to the minimum.. day by day.. my life lacks something.. i just dunno what it is..
While guru-ing to my friend about relationships.. again... I told her something.. " Any guy can be sweet, what matters is how real it is.. " I learn so much from myself while i teach... Somehow, I can give good advice, console,matchmake... yet when it comes to helping myself in any way, I do a shitty job.. haiz.. guess im just born to help others..
Feel damn empty...
Nothing seems to work out right...
Nothing seems to have a positive outcome...
Losing faith... in myself...
Am I doing it the right way...
Should I just give up?
Would i even give up?
Monday, November 3, 2008
Josh's pastor said this: " The devil may try to remind you of your past failures... but you can remind him of his future."Mr devil's future ===> Revalation 20:10 - " And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulphur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever. "Amen! =D" God bless all the people in the world " - a prayer by Talan, a thai boy who is more than 12 years younger than me... =)
To the kaypo friends who are wondering/ pondering/ thinking who is this " jia " ...She is just a normal friend of mine in poly. Nothing more to that. Now, and forever.. FRIENDS TILL DEATH. UNDERSTOODED? Good, so stop asking... Samuel Yeo De Jie is single and unavalible. Studying in progress, no time to be tortured by females. =D~everything you are, is everything to me~(very contridicting right? i know, i included the above line on purpose. To confuse you! =D )
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Was'nt supposed to publish this post... I was happily chatting wif jia, when i received an sms... Went outside to " communicate " with my parents... After 15seconds, I gave up. Went back into the room... NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG...
HAHAHA!!!! JIA WANTS ME TO EAT FRUITS INSTEAD!!!
( Cai JiaHui is a member of the P.A.P. She is also the health minister of Singapore... Making people eat fruits when they are hungry... =D )
Im hungry, and Im gonna go cook something now... wad shuld i eat?
1) chicken mayo sandwich
2) spagattii - olio
3) nugget sandwich
4)plain bread with kopi
HECTIC DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!As I mentioned in my earlier post, woke up at 8am for SnW-Swimming . It's a module in school. THE INSTRUCTOR TREATED US LIKE HIS PET FISHED, MAKING US SWIM SOOOO MANY LAPS... The better swimmers had to swim more... that was why I was soo tired in the end =DHad C.A.T.S class after swimming... learnt bout the boring 6 thinking hats..After that, went to the Blood Donation Drive to be usher/registration man. That was from 12pm to 4pm. Following this, the NPRC peeps and I gave Priya a surprise B'day celebration..!!! She cried black tears of joy...Around 5pm, went to the convention centre as we we also in-charge of the registration... Ended around 11plus... reached home around 12plus... I WAS IN NGEE ANN POLY FROM 8am TO 11pm!!!! 15 BLARRRDY HOURS, IM FRIGGGGING TIRED, AND IM GONNA SLEEP NOW!!! HEEYER!!! ~you may not be mine yet, but im already yours~
